Crimson

This block has been really hectic, tiring, but definitely worth it. Together with publication, I’m having color & light too. Color & Light is fun, believe me, it is. But my lecturer’s a totally bitch so she just drives everything to the shit hole. And luckily we had the communication session with Yong where all of us complained and damn, it was really effective. If there weren’t the comm session, we would probably still have to go to school on Wednesday just to sign our bloody attendance. Apart from that, making the model and looking at the effects and shadows it produces is really worth it.

Publication has been really fun. We get to produce and bind our own book. David says that it must at least be 32pp plus a 4pp cover but I’m doing a 64 pp + 4pp cover because I think that if you want to produce a book, you might as well make full use of it to produce one that you can keep. Chinese new year visiting later on. But I will still be bringing my laptop just to work on it, and to avoid awkward moments where everyone just stands around. Oh, and I got to get my new year clothes ready too.

Keep Calm

Been feeling a little under the weather. Had a great catch up session with Wataaar on Friday with pizza and pasta and a little alcohol. It’s really good seeing them after such a long time. And some who were in the IB program got their results back which astounded me. They scored like 42/45 for IB. I mean who does that! In a good way of course. Today was a little frustrating for me because eI woke up with a headache and it’s still happening right now. Went to Tiong Bahru, bought materials for models 4 and 5, almost finished up my 5000 word count. Shall work on my 2 spread tomorrow along with getting the models done. I really want to sleep but the headache is just killing me by keeping me awake.

Dread

This block has been really hectic. I must say though, I really like making my model, it’s jus the the submission is really tight. Other than that, accompanied with headaches on top of publication which I’m really excited about too, it’s all good.

Fin.

It’s the last day of another year. And yes, like all other years, it’s just another indication that I’m growing older (and more mature I hope). But this year, this year has been different. This year, I’ve really learnt that life isn’t all about grades or certificates. I mean sure, it’s important, but it isn’t as crucial as health, or family or friends for that matter. This year, I learnt that life is really precious (for those of you who know what I’ve gone through, I’m sure you’ll understand), and that we should not waste one minute of it, because like they always say, time really flies by. It was just yesterday that I was still getting accustomed to being called a junior in Polytechnic.

And yes, I’ve made new acquaintances with the new class, and I’ve hopefully patched up some damaged ones, kept close ones closer. This year, matter of fact, I’ve really learnt so much, that is probably the best one yet of my 17 years (not that I can remember what happened when I was a year old) The fact is, friends are hard to come by, and when you know that they are the ones who you feel comfortable in, when laughing your asses off and making silly gestures or mistake, then you know that you should keep them close to your heart, because they are definitely worth the extra mile.

After having gone through much obstacles this year, I’ve learnt to look at things more positively, and definitely more cheerfully. I constantly remind myself whenever I face difficulty in school work, “what’s this compared to what I’ve gone through?” After that, I limber up and carry on. Yes people, that’s where I get my optimism from. The fact that I’ve come such a long way, definitely means something. I’m just really glad that I’ve had such good friends and family to keep me company all this while.

The thought of a new year ending has never had such impact on me till now. Even though my birthday is in June, it’s like, I’ll be another year older tomorrow. Scary isn’t it.

Got fy’s typewriter today where she collected it late in the afternoon, and she brought the joe brooks cd, which was really awesome because I can’t find it in Singapore. And on a separate note, I’ve gotta start tidying up my room for the new year.

And who said that you have to spend the new year outside, with friends, partying and counting down. There’s nothing wrong with just staying at home, being in the company of your family, who has always been there for you, and just being together in general. My new year’s revolution is to for my health to improve, and be able to manage school work with more enthusiasm and vigor, and to treasure those around me even more. As simple as that.

A new year.

A new beginning.

Little Escape

Had a small excursion out yesterday with fong yee around Tiong Bahru and Commonwealth. Needless to say, it was a ball of fun because I planned our route and we took long walks and public transport around the place to get to our destinations. It was nice to know that Fong Yee also likes to explore places and we sure did a lot of walking. Discovered many new places along the way and that Tiong Bahru has many design firms up and coming. Seems to me that it’s gonna become the next Ann Siang hill. The weather was lovely, with the occasional rain that lasted for a while. And every time I saw a vintage car, I would awe at it and Fong Yee would just stand there, laughing away at my reaction. Sometimes, I find it funny too.

After having a short tea break at Tiong Bahru market and the cafe (that is associated with forty hands but I can’t seem to remember it’s name right now), we headed over to Dust Bunny which was a shop that I simply loved to visit. The environment was really tranquil and it felt like I was on a small get away, from all the madness and the current situation that I’m facing right now. A pity that Fredo Galaxy at Commonwealth was closed. However, it was fun just getting there so thumbs up for that. Headed over to Bugis where we went to more indie shops, and finally walked over to the swimming pool at Suntec where fy was utterly surprised to find out a new discovery. Chatted along the way about stuff such as our aspirations, which was pretty deep, but we snapped right out of it soon enough.

And after that, we took the train back and went our separate ways. Had a really fulfilling day and it’s really nice to know that fy likes to walk and discover new places, so I know who to turn to if I want a another short “getaway”.

On a side note: Since my typewriter’s working, I’m really considering typing out one of my stories with it and maybe, in the near future writing a novel with it.

Box

It’s boxing day today. Christmas was yesterday. Didn’t exactly do much. Went to deb’s church and sat in. I have to say, it was quite an experience for me because I’ve never actually really been to a worship before. Had a sumptuous dinner at home, with grilled Wagyu beef which was an inch thick, so it’s really juicy, some grilled mushrooms and zucchini. Headed down to town today, almost bought a pair of shoes but decided not to in the end. Had another nice japanese meal at Isetan Scotts and now, I’m here watching some soccer with my family which doesn’t interest me. AT ALL.

Can’t wait for Wednesday. Heading down to Tiong Bahru and exploring the place like a tourist in a foreign country.

God I miss that feeling.

Dreamers

Had a rather exciting journey to town yesterday with fy. We headed over to curious teepee, mandarin gallery and down to Bras Besah complex after which. It was literally raining the whole time we were in town, but we didn’t let it dampen our spirits. We walked and talked, about anything and everything, literally. It was quite an experience I must admit. One thing though, I felt a little bad that fy’s shirt got wet because I didn’t shelter her enough.

We went over to Basheer while in Bras Besah and spent time browsing through quality books at reasonable prices. Decided to take a look inside cat socrates where we browsed through the notebooks and all the other stuff. After all that walking, we finally sat down at the cafeteria, gulping down the Jasmine Green Tea with Honey that we had bought earlier. By now, it was literally raining cats and dogs and we decided to wait it out to see how long it would take before we could head over to Supermama.

So we chatted, while we waited for the rain. And somehow, we both got so engrossed in our conversation that we just lost track of time. Fong Yee told me we sat inside for nearly 2 hours. The rain was a little smaller by the time we got out so I took the umbrella out, sheltered both of us and we headed down to Bugis where we caught a train back before transiting to the circle line.

I guess I really did enjoy my little outing yesterday. Not only because of the places we visited, but because of the company I wa sin. In some sense, I felt really happy because I’ve not felt like this in ages.

On the other hand, today is going to be a total drag because I’m going for my MRI scan which would suck the life out of me by the time I’m done.

I will remain positive. Thanks for yesterday Fong Yee!

Pause.

Its’ the beginning of the year end holidays, a short but ample time for me to get enough rest, more refreshed and pumped for the new block. Can’t wait for publication design. And I realized that I’ve become more positive towards almost everything which is ultimately a good thing, after the near death experience of course. Been feeling a little under the weather recently, and it’s been happening every night. Which means that I need to get my work done by evening if not I’m screwed. Luckily I pulled through. Was working on information design right to the last minute before presentation. But heap, I made it. So I’m happy to be standing here. Or sitting down if you really must know.

Check-up for my condition is next week. Hoping that everything will be fine. But I think that I’ll still need to go for surgery. It all depends on the doctor’s analysis I guess. Went to town today, hung out with good friends, and kinda missed the feeling of laughing so hard that you feel like pee-ing, or o hard that your stomach hurts. But we did just that  today. Bought some colorful socks from H&M and I was really delighted. Tempted to get a few more stuff to reward myself. Had dinner before heading back with mum and here I am, a little under the weather, more than the usual headaches on most nights. I just hope I’ll be fine.

It’s quite funny actually. I see my friends worrying about relationships and school work. And here I am worrying whether I’ll be able to make it through tonight and watch the sun rise tomorrow (figuratively of course)

On a separate note, I’m really excited for the christmas party too! It’s really getting to me. Since everybody is bringing their food, it’s easier for me in some sense. Bought the present for the secret santa! Just hope the individual likes it.

Even though its the holidays, I’m still gonna work on vector projects, just to make sure I don’t lose touch. Hopefully I’ll be able to get some exercise this holiday, like swimming, skipping and cycling. Not too sure about the last one though because I sometimes lose balance when walking, needless to say cycling.

 

Looking forward to the holidays with doubts.

It’s a New Dawn

So I just re edited my blog after ages of procrastination. And I’m pretty pleased with it. Aaprt from that, I had a bad headache last night and almost went into the hospital AGAIN. Sighs. Reason why I woke up at 3.30 and couldn’t get anymore sleep. Guess I’ll start on work soon and maybe catch up on some movies.

Fade to black

Dad became sick today after having too much last night. Am not going for accordion practice today because SY isn’t going. Well, got quite a fair bit of work done today and hopefully, I’ll be feeling better tomorrow!